Eggs+Saute'd Yellow Squash = Sunrise Meal or Lip-locked

So, I have officially broken up the anxious romance that i spoke about before. Its like official: inside and out, my heart, my mind, and my soul are settled into the decision. My dreams about what romance should be seem to be built on (and def wrapped up in) a foundation of fairy tales, movies, and TV dramas. (which should undoubtably lead one astray, no?) but strangley Video dramas are helping me see the way my love really is and how i have made the right decision. I have fully decided to live for me (as a whole, i am one whole person) and to stop living to be someones mate. I have fully decided that it is a more beautiful thing for me to let him be him and me be me. I'm moving i'm walking i'm growing changing going and i'm attracted to the same quality in him. and well, we found, if i may venture to speak for the both of us, that it is a little hard to walk down the road of life when you're locked in a tight embrace. I want to walk down my life like any good souljourner; carrying only a comfortable pack of possesions and necesities, good shoes(or no shoes), feet free to roam, looking straight ahead or all around, whichever way will allow my Spirit to soar. and, well, neither of us can do that if we are standing cheek to cheek, breast to breast, loin to loin.
He is a lion and I am a bird. A bird can never make a lion more of a lion and neither can lion transform bird into more birdliness. That is only up to according to our creation- creator
I want to walk down life's road with room beside me-around me-behind me-in front of me and sometines not. and sometimes accompanied and sometimes not. God is good and clear in all things, we just have to believe Him for sight.
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